| JUST LIVE LIFE...DONT RUN...DONT HIDE....LET GO...AND BE FREE....IT HURTS...IT SUCKS....BUT SOMEYIMES ITS WONDERFUL...AND ALL THE PAIN YOU HAVE FELT OR WILL FEEL IS WORTH IT JUST FOR A MOMENT OF TRUE HAPPINESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| LOVING SOMEONE YOU CANT HAVE..BECAUSE THEY DONT WANT YOU AND ONLY SAY THINGS TO MAKE THEMSELVES FEEL BETTER HURTS...IT RIPPES MY HEART OUT....ALL I WANTED WAS YOU...I WAS GONNA WAIT..BUT YOU DIDNT EVEN WANT THAT..SORRY I WASNT GOOD ENOUGH...IM TIRED OF SAYING THAT...SO IM LEFTTING GO...JUST ONCE MORE...I HOPE YOUR FEELING GOOD AND YOUR LIFE IS GOING WHERE YOU WANT IT...IM HERE ALWAYS...SO IF YOU CAN HANDLE THE TRUTH EVEN IF ITS JUST TO ME...ILL LISTEN..WHEN YOU NEED SOMEONE....BUT THAT DAY WILL NEVER COME |
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| DONT FALL IN LOVE ITS NOT WORTH THE PAIN... FAIRYTALES ARE FUCKING LIES...DONT BELEIVE THOSE WHO SAY THERE NOT... TAKE IT FROM ME...THATS ALL I EVER GET..IS LIED TO..OVER AND OVER AND OVER..I CANT EVEN TELL THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THOSE WHO DO AND DONT ANYMORE..BUT I KNOW IM DONE MY HEART IS GONE..I BURIED IT...DEEP DEEP DEEP DOWN..AND WILL NEVER LET IT OUT..I DONT WANT TO FEEL ANYMORE I DONT WANT TO SMILE BECAUSE I KNOW THEY ONLY TIME MY SMILE AND LAUGH AND HAPPINESS WAS REAL WAS WITH YOU AND EVEN HFTER ALL YOU DID I STILL CANT HATE YOU I CANT SAY I FUCKING HATE YOU..BECAUSE GOD DAMNIT I DONT..BUT I DO HOPE SOMEDAY YOULL THINK OF ME AND CRY...CRY YOUR FUCKING EYES BECAUSE THOUGH I WOULD FORGIVE YOU THOUGH NEVER LET YOU CLOSE ENOUGH TO SEE MY FACE OR BROKEN HEART I WILL NEVER GIVE YOU THE CHANCE TO ASK AGAIN..YOU MESSED UP..NOT BECAUSE OF HER BUT BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU DID WHAT YOU SAID...ALL YOUR LIES..WHY ...WHY GOD DAMNIT CANT YOU BE HONEST WITH ME...I HOPE YOU FIND SOMEONE WHO IS JUST TO SCARED TO TAKE A CHANCE AND HAS TO BE STUCK WITH YOU FOREVER AND YOULL NEVER KNOW THERE TTRUELY UNHAPPY UNTIL YOU FALL IN LOVE REALL FUCKINGLOVE WITH ALL YOUR HEART AND THEN THEY JUST GIVE YOU UP BECAUSE YOUR LOVE JUST ISNT ENOUGH FOR THEM TO WANT YOU ..AND THEY LEAVE JUST LEAVE ALL ALONE..AND I HOPE IT HURTS I HOPE I CROSS YOUR MIND...BUT BY THEN YOU WONT KNOW WHAT I LOOK LIKEA ND ALL YOULL SEE IS AN OUTLINE AND YOULL CRY HARDER BECASUE I COULD HAVE BEEN HER I COULD HAVE BEEN THE ONE YOU LAYED DOWN NEXT TO I COULD HAVE BEEN THE ONE THAT MADE YOU HAPPY AND SPENT A LIFE TIME WITH BUT LOVE ISNT ENOUGH AND YOUR TO BUSY PLEASEING YOURSELF...I HOPE YOU WAKE...BUT I KNOW IT WILL HURT TO BAD KNOW ONE WILL BE AROUND FOR YOU TO LEAN ON...BYE BRIAN...IM DONE..FOREVER AND FOR ALWAYS |
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| XANGA SUCKS ASS......ITS SO BORING |
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| KESLEY HALLOWEEN IS GONNA KISK ASS...NO ONE GETS ON HERE SO YEAH..IM GONNA SAY IT...WERE GETTING NAKED ADN TAKING PICS...I CANT WAIT...HAHA WERE GOING ALL OUT...AND IM NOT PLAYING...ILL BRING THE OUTITS JUST CHARGE THE CAMERA...IT SUCKS THOUGH CAUSE I DONT HAVE ANYONE TO SEND NAKED PICS TO BT DJ AND I DONTTHINK HIS GIRL WOULD LIKE THAT...AND I BROKE UP WITH KYLE... IT WAS HARD BUT HE DOESNT HATE ME WERE STILL TIGHT...ILL SEE HIM TOMORROW...I LOVE YOU PANDA LOVE IS OUT |
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